Good day, guys! Life such wonderful when we can explore everything. Being a seafarer you just have to appreciate your quality life. Your life is expected cannot be same like an ordinary person that work onshore.It just totally different. At one point when you just sign off you just so love to be in confined space like in a cabin onboard ship. There is no problem when you stay in house for 1 day long, thats what i feel so far. You become so sensitive person, not sensitive in term of always crying but in emotional part where we tend to feel hurt for something, so fast even the tiny matter. Most people dont understand this.At some point Im also trying to act normal but frankly speaking, its kinda hard...is this a natural feeling for Seafarer? Im just wondering to myself..hmm
It seem hard for me to get used to working onshore which totally different in terms of environment. However, I just have to start to like it as working onboard just not suitable for me anymore. Married woman seems imposible in this career..my ambition seems so far away to reach. Let just time decide... as I just cant predict my future anymore.
